Assalammualaikum. If you feel like these posts are about you, yes, you're right ;)

I highly doubt you feel the same way I do.

Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore. It’s not easy to just talk it over with them and explain that you never chose to feel like that. Even though you don’t expect it to go any further, but if only you can get it off of your chest and out of your mind and just express what you feel. Sometimes you can’t really choose who you develop feelings for. And it’s hard if you’re falling for a friend. Sometimes you find yourself denying it and wanting to just get over it cause it feels so wrong.


Haih. Why am i feeling this way la? Cheer up, Farah! Exam's over. Smile la. Ni tak, Y SO MOODY? Ugh. Ya Allah, help me :| 


p/s : i hate feeling like i'm the only one putting in effort..


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